Tuesday, May 29, 2012
If perfect is what you're searching for, then just stay the same.
remember how this song was the topic of our conversation? haha! kinda epic.
i lost all those conversations when the com crashed. it just reformatted itself. so yea, its all gone! *heartache* (T_T)
but yea, i guess you're doing great now. glad for you :)
Friends are moving on, scaling greater heights, having more achievements. But here i am, still stuck on the same spot, lagging behind everyone.
Theres just no more motivation for me to push harder. Theres only that much motivation for me to maintain and continue. thats not good enough. :/
hais. cant sleep, so much things running through my mind.
OHYA! HAPPYBIRTHDAY ENGYANG! its been 5years! 6th years to be exact! How are you doing? I hope you're doing good. haha! dont look back to the past okay? you stepped back so many times, reached your hand out to grab&hold on to your past. Some times, things just dont work this way. holding on to your past might not be the best choice. Why not try letting it go? look out for whats ahead, you'll never know when you'll see something brighter and better than your past. :)
Im in your past, so i definitely know thats something you wouldn't want to step back to. Being someone you held on to so dearly for years, i'd strongly encourage you to never look back again. Because i know you're better than that. JIAYOU! :) May all your wishes come true! enjoy your birthday! \(^_^)/
fairness doesnt exist, nothings' fair.
hasnt been a really pleasant day. so many unnecessary thoughts. yada yada, blah blah blah!
so now.... ONE MORE PERSON KNOWS THE EXISTENCE OF THIS BLOG! haha! HI THERE! \(^_^)/
hmm.. i know elections long over. but all these TP ELECTION thingy just wouldn't stop bothering me.
The whole thing wasnt very fair from the start. From what i see, one of the most fair term/rule that occured for election is to allow every student of TP to vote for who they would like to run the school SU. It allows everyone to be able to be a part of decision making. But who can assure that these votes arent bias? Nobody.
As to whether a not you get more votes, its really based on popularity and on how chio/yandao you look. many freshies really dk most of those who run for the election. We've never seen everyone of you speak, we've never seen everyone's plans for the school. So based on what are we suppose to vote for the most suitable candidate?! the candidates heartfelt thoughts and "speeches" were mainly relayed/spread through FB groups.
I would say that not everyone's vote is based on that person's capability/potential. if you've been to FO , and you're a freshie there, and your GL is going to run for election. Its just a follow suit/support thingy youre doing for your GL when they ask you to vote for them. you're just supporting him/her by casting votes. but this doesnt mean that you've made a wise decision. because in the first place, youre already biased towards your GL. Hence have almost never considered other candidates. also, if lets say youre someone who joins hell a lot of CCA and takes part in a lot of camps. you'll definitely have a wider circle of friends. Hence more efficient campaigning, where the blind would lead the blind to vote blindy.
therefore, MORE POPULARITY = MORE VOTES.
thats one of the most common scenarios/reasons why freshies will vote for election. the next most common reason is... WHETHER THE CANDIDATE IS HOT/CUTE/CHIO/YANDAO. yeap, damn fact! people in school walk around looking at posters discussing about the candidates with the best looks. it not like im against you people discussing about it. im fine with that. but it just doesnt make sense to vote for someone who is goodlooking. then again, this is life! people go for looks.
thus... GOODLOOKS = MORE VOTES
im not trying to make-up anything. im just concluding from what i see in school that is actually/really happening! I dont see much fairness in this election. i feel sorry for those who are not blessed with goodlooks/less popular. it sucks being in your position, but yea, lets just face the realistic society.
I would say that this is an election of who has the highest popularity instead of who is more capable of leading the SU. if a freshie can spot this shit going on in school, i dont believe that majority of the students who are in a clear mind wouldn't. Just put yourself in the candidates shoe. you'll feel the injustice that they feel.
If i could to change the system, i would not let the whole school participate in the election. this is not an act of being selfish/bias/unfair. this is to ensure that there'll be a higher chance of having fair votes. higher chance of students who would vote the candidates based on their potential. I would probably exclude the year1s OR just include school staffs & those in the club. but aiya, in anyway, there'll still be unfairness. even if you have it within the club also will be biased. Because there'll definitely be that one person is who is more popular among the juniors.
ohwell~ Life isn't fair from the start anyways. #truebutsadfact
2am soon gonna go catch some sleep. eyebags growing! gg.com to me! haha!
BONNE NUIT!
so now.... ONE MORE PERSON KNOWS THE EXISTENCE OF THIS BLOG! haha! HI THERE! \(^_^)/
hmm.. i know elections long over. but all these TP ELECTION thingy just wouldn't stop bothering me.
The whole thing wasnt very fair from the start. From what i see, one of the most fair term/rule that occured for election is to allow every student of TP to vote for who they would like to run the school SU. It allows everyone to be able to be a part of decision making. But who can assure that these votes arent bias? Nobody.
As to whether a not you get more votes, its really based on popularity and on how chio/yandao you look. many freshies really dk most of those who run for the election. We've never seen everyone of you speak, we've never seen everyone's plans for the school. So based on what are we suppose to vote for the most suitable candidate?! the candidates heartfelt thoughts and "speeches" were mainly relayed/spread through FB groups.
I would say that not everyone's vote is based on that person's capability/potential. if you've been to FO , and you're a freshie there, and your GL is going to run for election. Its just a follow suit/support thingy youre doing for your GL when they ask you to vote for them. you're just supporting him/her by casting votes. but this doesnt mean that you've made a wise decision. because in the first place, youre already biased towards your GL. Hence have almost never considered other candidates. also, if lets say youre someone who joins hell a lot of CCA and takes part in a lot of camps. you'll definitely have a wider circle of friends. Hence more efficient campaigning, where the blind would lead the blind to vote blindy.
therefore, MORE POPULARITY = MORE VOTES.
thats one of the most common scenarios/reasons why freshies will vote for election. the next most common reason is... WHETHER THE CANDIDATE IS HOT/CUTE/CHIO/YANDAO. yeap, damn fact! people in school walk around looking at posters discussing about the candidates with the best looks. it not like im against you people discussing about it. im fine with that. but it just doesnt make sense to vote for someone who is goodlooking. then again, this is life! people go for looks.
thus... GOODLOOKS = MORE VOTES
im not trying to make-up anything. im just concluding from what i see in school that is actually/really happening! I dont see much fairness in this election. i feel sorry for those who are not blessed with goodlooks/less popular. it sucks being in your position, but yea, lets just face the realistic society.
I would say that this is an election of who has the highest popularity instead of who is more capable of leading the SU. if a freshie can spot this shit going on in school, i dont believe that majority of the students who are in a clear mind wouldn't. Just put yourself in the candidates shoe. you'll feel the injustice that they feel.
If i could to change the system, i would not let the whole school participate in the election. this is not an act of being selfish/bias/unfair. this is to ensure that there'll be a higher chance of having fair votes. higher chance of students who would vote the candidates based on their potential. I would probably exclude the year1s OR just include school staffs & those in the club. but aiya, in anyway, there'll still be unfairness. even if you have it within the club also will be biased. Because there'll definitely be that one person is who is more popular among the juniors.
ohwell~ Life isn't fair from the start anyways. #truebutsadfact
2am soon gonna go catch some sleep. eyebags growing! gg.com to me! haha!
BONNE NUIT!
Saturday, May 26, 2012
我的长发！:(
Got the sudden urge to have my long long hair back!
the length it used to be 3years ago! (2inches above my waist!)
now, it's 2inches below my shoulder (-.-)
the length of my hair gets shorter and shorter as years passed.
the length it used to be 3years ago! (2inches above my waist!)
now, it's 2inches below my shoulder (-.-)
the length of my hair gets shorter and shorter as years passed.
Why?
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till now , i still dk what is it thats stopping me. :/ could it be a habit to step back whenever this happens?
i mean, i've been doing this for years now. could it really be a habit?
i was thinking bout what happened between us, then there was this feeling thats there. but i cant express what feeling it is. it was mostly just memories memories and more memories.
it was there until i read your blog. then that feeling vanished and i just naturally took a step back.
BUT "WHY?"! why did i take a step back? What am i stopping myself from?!
Pills? whats that? i've never had them! HA!
yea, its 2:31am now and im blogging instead of sleeping. i just dont feel like sleeping now yo! haha!
had my CKT and Dfund quiz ytd. woo~ fuck it(x100000) !
screwed up both papers. I WAS SO CLOSE! so close to completing last question of ckt! i see the pattern of the circuit, but i just come up with the right combination of resistors! ARGH! the previous question wasted a lot of my time. BLOODY HELL! but the first question was sort of a give away 7marks. its just simple conversion.
but still, first step GPA 4.0 went down. hais. "fuck la"(with Lance's voice) HAHA! (INSIDE JOKE YO!)
if marks were to be deducted for having 3 logic gates instead of 2 for last question of dfund quiz, imma screw the teacher up! FYI- we only learnt double bar on Thursday and in the hand out, it states that we are only tested till before K-map! HOW THE HELL IS DOUBLE-BAR BEFORE K-MAP?! PFT! SO IF YOU DONT HAVE A VALID REASON TO DEDUCT MY MARK, T1202 WILL SCREW YOUR ASS! (i guess. HAHA)
Emath lecture was stupid! kena shoot by the FOOL-ZERO-ORANGE(FU LING CHEN)! he say we too noisy and warns the whole LT that if in future, anyone is going to make too much noise, he is gonna chase that person out immediately without any warning at all. BITCH PLEASE! okay, actually i think think think again. it doesnt really matter. chase me out for all i care! i dont give a shit bout your lessons too(HAHA! JK LA! imma good girl manszx) (>_<)
despite all the hoo-ha that happened ytd, it was a really high day for me! hahaha! got so bloody high since morning. even when my whole arm was aching, idk why i was so high. started making stupid "go where" jokes. got XY, ZL, KEL & ERIC insane and go "ah-ah-ah" (if you know what i mean)!
OKAY LA, I ADMIT, I SELF-ENTERTAIN A LOT! i can laugh just because ZL sit in front of rubbish bin! because it makes me imagine him sitting there like a security guard for rubbish bin and make sure only useful rubbish like money go in. other useless rubbish he will throw back at the person/on the floor. HAHAHA! AIYA, THAT THOUGHT OF IT IS REALLY DAMN FUNNEH! JUST IMAGINE IT WITH ZL'S ACTIONS/VOICE/WAYOFTALKING. HAHAHA!
he will "aiyo" here "aiyo" there then suddenly "ah-ah-ah". HAHA! then the kelkel in front *trembling* HAHAHA! OKAY, STOP! MAINTAIN. (>_<)
&yes, ckt, dfund, emath lec is all i've got for friday lessons . shiok max! Haha! Wednesday more slack. its like that day XY and i call it, "THE DAY WE CAN PON SCHOOL"
oright, ITS 26MAY AGAIN, ITS QXY's BIRTHDAY! \(^_^)/
HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY! MISS YA A LOT!
i still remember waking up damn frigging early to make sushi for you. which sort of failed because the rice was charred at the bottom of the pot! Haha
we were really close(long long time ago) until idk when, probably when i became more committed into band, we drifted apart. and you & i felt left out. but soon, you went back to the clique again. good for you. :)
i have always been the ugly duckling who wasnt able to fit in(maybe/could be my ego prob). so yea. ITS ALL IN THE PAST SO... YEA, JUST LET IT STAY THAT WAY! :) HOPE YOU'LL ENJOY YOUR BIRTHDAY TODAY! MAY ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE! <3
I GOT SO MUCH TO POST IM TOO LAZY TO TYPE SO THIS IS WHERE THE POST IS GONNA END. BUH-BYE!!!!!! TEEHEE~
p/s: just trying to not let it affect me.
: perhaps smiling&laughing it off is what made me feel better :)
had my CKT and Dfund quiz ytd. woo~ fuck it(x100000) !
screwed up both papers. I WAS SO CLOSE! so close to completing last question of ckt! i see the pattern of the circuit, but i just come up with the right combination of resistors! ARGH! the previous question wasted a lot of my time. BLOODY HELL! but the first question was sort of a give away 7marks. its just simple conversion.
but still, first step GPA 4.0 went down. hais. "fuck la"(with Lance's voice) HAHA! (INSIDE JOKE YO!)
if marks were to be deducted for having 3 logic gates instead of 2 for last question of dfund quiz, imma screw the teacher up! FYI- we only learnt double bar on Thursday and in the hand out, it states that we are only tested till before K-map! HOW THE HELL IS DOUBLE-BAR BEFORE K-MAP?! PFT! SO IF YOU DONT HAVE A VALID REASON TO DEDUCT MY MARK, T1202 WILL SCREW YOUR ASS! (i guess. HAHA)
Emath lecture was stupid! kena shoot by the FOOL-ZERO-ORANGE(FU LING CHEN)! he say we too noisy and warns the whole LT that if in future, anyone is going to make too much noise, he is gonna chase that person out immediately without any warning at all. BITCH PLEASE! okay, actually i think think think again. it doesnt really matter. chase me out for all i care! i dont give a shit bout your lessons too(HAHA! JK LA! imma good girl manszx) (>_<)
despite all the hoo-ha that happened ytd, it was a really high day for me! hahaha! got so bloody high since morning. even when my whole arm was aching, idk why i was so high. started making stupid "go where" jokes. got XY, ZL, KEL & ERIC insane and go "ah-ah-ah" (if you know what i mean)!
OKAY LA, I ADMIT, I SELF-ENTERTAIN A LOT! i can laugh just because ZL sit in front of rubbish bin! because it makes me imagine him sitting there like a security guard for rubbish bin and make sure only useful rubbish like money go in. other useless rubbish he will throw back at the person/on the floor. HAHAHA! AIYA, THAT THOUGHT OF IT IS REALLY DAMN FUNNEH! JUST IMAGINE IT WITH ZL'S ACTIONS/VOICE/WAYOFTALKING. HAHAHA!
he will "aiyo" here "aiyo" there then suddenly "ah-ah-ah". HAHA! then the kelkel in front *trembling* HAHAHA! OKAY, STOP! MAINTAIN. (>_<)
&yes, ckt, dfund, emath lec is all i've got for friday lessons . shiok max! Haha! Wednesday more slack. its like that day XY and i call it, "THE DAY WE CAN PON SCHOOL"
oright, ITS 26MAY AGAIN, ITS QXY's BIRTHDAY! \(^_^)/
HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY! MISS YA A LOT!
i still remember waking up damn frigging early to make sushi for you. which sort of failed because the rice was charred at the bottom of the pot! Haha
we were really close(long long time ago) until idk when, probably when i became more committed into band, we drifted apart. and you & i felt left out. but soon, you went back to the clique again. good for you. :)
i have always been the ugly duckling who wasnt able to fit in(maybe/could be my ego prob). so yea. ITS ALL IN THE PAST SO... YEA, JUST LET IT STAY THAT WAY! :) HOPE YOU'LL ENJOY YOUR BIRTHDAY TODAY! MAY ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE! <3
I GOT SO MUCH TO POST IM TOO LAZY TO TYPE SO THIS IS WHERE THE POST IS GONNA END. BUH-BYE!!!!!! TEEHEE~
p/s: just trying to not let it affect me.
: perhaps smiling&laughing it off is what made me feel better :)
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